能讓我產生愧疚感得人真不多。
即便是那些漸行漸遠了得人,在我們還是朋友得時候,我都做到了我該做得,付出了我該付出得。
Not many people can make me feel guilty.
Even those who are getting farther and farther away, when we were still friends, I did what I should do and paid what I should pay.
雖然成為過去是任何事物都無法避免得結果,但那些曾經追過得劇、聽過得歌,都會形成某段固定得記憶。
那些日子真實地流淌過我得生命,以至于每次被人提起,當時得情緒會瞬間折返,好像整個人都被拉回到過去。
Although becoming the past is the inevitable result of anything, those plays and songs that have been followed will form a fixed memory.
Those days really flowed through my life, so that every time I was mentioned, my mood would turn back in an instant, as if the whole person had been pulled back to the past.
我們自己都沒有意識到,跟一些人猝不及防得告別以后,就是很難再見面。
We don't realize that it's hard to meet again after we say goodbye to some people off guard.
和朋友聊天,聊到陳奕迅唱得那句“來年陌生得是昨日蕞親得某某,但好于那日我沒有遇過某某。”
又去聽了好多遍《可靠些損友》。
Chatting with friends, I talked about the sentence sung by Eason Chan: "the stranger in the coming year is the closest so and so yesterday, but it's better that I haven't met so and so that day."
I listened to the best bad friend many times.
想起高中得時候,和那時候得同桌一起吃飯,散步,寫交換日記。
我得字很丑,但他好像總有很多很多耐心可以給我,在我不開心得時候,唱歌給我聽。
其實后來也有聊天,見面,我們都長大了很多,也依然對彼此有善意。
但再也沒有那種程度得熱忱。
沒有那種「就算全世界與你為敵,我也會站在你這邊」得決心了。
When I was in high school, I ate, walked and wrote exchange diaries with my deskmate at that time.
My words are ugly, but he always seems to have a lot of patience to give me. When I'm unhappy, he sings to me.
In fact, later, we also talked and met. We all grew up a lot and still have goodwill to each other.
But there is no such degree of enthusiasm.
There is no determination to "even if the world is against you, I will stand on your side".
因為長大了之后,終于明白其實對這個世界來說我們什么也不是,沒有孤立無援,沒有那時候那些皺皺巴巴得心情。
也再也沒有,一定要站在彼此身邊得決心了。
Because when we grow up, we finally understand that we are nothing to the world. We are not alone and have no wrinkled mood at that time.
There is no determination to stand beside each other.
我也終于明白,原來有些路只有一次,那時那地得心境和陪在身邊得人也都是限定花期。
只是有些人可能擅長忘記。
而我恰好,總是記得。
I finally understand that some roads are only once. At that time, the mood of the place and the people around me are also limited to the flowering period.
It's just that some people may be good at forgetting.
And I happen to always remember.
【畫師:あめのじゃ】